The Fourth Week

This week I finished my night shifts πŸŽ‰ I know I'll spend half of the rest of my life working them but I'm so pleased to have gotten them done. Staying up all night (Without liquid grapes) is hard πŸ˜‘ even for the experienced midwives. Next week I return to day shifts for my final … Continue reading The Fourth Week


I didn't like this week as much as last week. The difference I think may be down to a lack of self control. My feelings owned me this week, which meant my behaviour was affected by my decision making based on πŸ’© feelings. I really could have done with backing off with the pressure too … Continue reading ssergorP

She Sleeps

Will I always see the worst Scared to trust & afraid to burst Glum and blue at the thought of you Not needing me like I need true Will I ever stop the fight Control the hurt that steals the light Can I heal from this point on Did you sing our final song Will … Continue reading She Sleeps

Racing Red

The week began with a colour change to my hair. The dark wasn't sitting, I'm way to pale. I felt I looked older too (literally clinging) so I've now joined Jessica Rabbit, Ariel, Merida and Vivienne Ward in the Racing Red Zone. Recently ageing has become a 'thing' for me. I seem to have more … Continue reading Racing Red

Sunday blog

The week started out positive. Mondays blue sky motivation kicking in, had me planning for a spot of exercise in the evening πŸƒβ€β™€οΈΒ (this may not have happened, don’t judge One of the besties brightened my day booking us in for a Spa day the following week (insert 'yes' scene from when Sally met Harry here). … Continue reading Sunday blog